Sep 3, 2004
Just because... I'm soooooo happy!!!

Just because i have to post something here (well, been quite long after the last one!), just because something on my mind need to be speak out, just because im kinda feel to write something, just because of this and that, just because.. just because... i create this new post... heheheheh!
Arrghhh... silly me... wierd beginning.. hehehehe!

Anyway, lately i just realized how lucky i am.. how happy my life is.. (girl! where hav u been that u only realized lately?). Not that i mean.. i wasnt happy before.. but then.. what i mean is.. How very lucky i am to be a very happy person... Only an idiot who will not be happy in this place. Why is dat im talking like this???

Cause lately i've been seen many things happened around me.. people that i know weather it close or not.. listen to them while their talked bout their stories.. the sadness momment of their life.. things what they are dream of.. what they are wish for.. what they are searching for.. what they are looking for... All of that kinda like a big hit to me to realize how should i be thankfull for everything that i already hav in my life now... to realized how much ive been bless! Oh, dear GOD! .. thanks for everything that i have in my life..

Well, yeah.. i know there was a momment in my life that i took everything for granted.. i was still searching what is happiness means.. and had always questioning myself wheater im happy or not... without knowing what happiness is all about! Again.. not because i wasnt happy.. but more because i didnt know what happiness is.. in what matters they say this people is happy or not.. Do i have all things so that i can say im a happy person.. bla bla bla..But then.. i finally found out what is happiness is. Happiness is not something that have standart. Its inside you. Its a choice. Only you can make yourself happy.. no matter how rich or poor you are.. You can be happy. Its the way how you look your life and appreciate your things. Aha.. there! I know Im happy! And how happy i am to know that i am actually happy.. (gosh! u confuse with these??hehehehehe...)

Anyway, with all these things i have with me now.. i should say that i am a very lucky happy person..:) Well, how should im not be happy if i got everything that people could only jealous at! In my late 20s.. i got almost everything that i dream of when i was a little girl.. hehehehe.. A nice hubby, cute little daughter.. house and cars.. job..(tho' im bored with this one now.. at least i still got something to do right?)..still doing my things and hobbies.. still in good shape(blink blink..hehehe).. etc.. etc...
GOD! thank you for all.. for the family and the people who love me (for sure i luv them back too).. for all the things that i have..  Oh, well.. when you have all the people u love arround you.. and u feel that u r financially and materially secure (thank God for this too.. Please always bless me in this way too so that i can help more people that in need).. now.. how come u not be so greatfull and thankfull.. Oh!Praise for the LORD for He is so amazing!!!

Now im kinda feel like to make something sweet here:


I know that in this life we can not always get everything that we want
But I already had what everyone is searching for and few ever find
And Im happy for it!
Evenmore happy.. cause i finally realized it!
Now, i should shout to the world that Im a happy person!

I thank GOD for made me as i am now
I thank GOD for gives me what i have now
I thank GOD for things that happened in my life
I thank GOD for His blessing in each and every way

GOD,
with all your blessing that i have with me now...
please remind me how very much i should be greatfull
please make me more sensitive to know when people in need
please teach me to love people more and help people more
and... please be with me all the time
cause i know i am as i am now.. its all because of YOU!

Praise the LORD!

Posted at 11:34 am by imelle
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Aug 20, 2004
Just another post.. not much!

Yeeehhhaaa.. Its been a while since my last blog. Im actually have so much to share in here but dont really have enough time to do so. Well, the work being as hell for me.. hahahahaha. Anyway, went to salsa class again last night.. and again LATE! Yuppiee... and just like i thought before.. the instructors hate that. So, both of them kinda ignored me.. pretended to be very busy with others.. and I was only standing on the floor.. looking at two other girls with their steps and sometimes try to catched up with them. Well, what should i say? Aaaarrrggghhhh...They Ignored me as i was not there. But then.. about 10mins before the class was over.. he came to me and asked me to do it. Finally!

Oh, i stayed up late last night.. watched a movie from VCD that i rented. Le Divorce... With Kate Hudson on it and...uh, i forgot the other girl. What made me very interesting to watch, because the set was in Paris. Oui, a Paris! So, just like i thought before... there would be lot of conversation en francais dans la film. And i like it so much.. well, actually the night before i watched A french movie which is for sure all the dialogue were in French.  It was Fanfan La Tullipe, with Penelope Cruz. Well, Im not gonna tell the story bout the two movies. Cause actually the story itself is very standart. But then.. i got good quote from the movie that i watched last night. Well, its actually the old quote that i knew before. The quote that is soooooooo me... hehehhehe.. but just knew last night, the french version of it -cause i never think bout it en francais before-... here it is:

Prends la vie comme elle vient
Take life as it comes

well, i guess this is it for now.. cant really share much today.. cause i got to much work need to be done for today.


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Aug 12, 2004
What a small world!

Last night I stayed up late in the office. I got out 11.30pm. You what??? 11.30pm! Yup, its true.. and  you don’t have to scream like that. Im not a very dedicated employee that I had to stay that late… No.. no.. no… Don’t get me wrong. It’s the other way actually! I feel soooooooooo bored with this company and would love if they just going to fired me soon. If they fired me, they would have to pay my severance pay.. but if I just resign than I would not get anything. Well, yeah that’s the rule in here.. Weird, eh! But its true… Anyway,  I stayed that late last night because Brad picked me up at that time.. and I don’t feel like to tell about how very mad I was at him when I finally got into the car. Believe me, you just don’t want to know about it. Many kind of swear words…#@$%^&#@*!+-*&%$!!!!.. interfered on it! Well, yeah sure..  all those kind of words surely came out from my mouth. Just to show how very much I pissed off!

 

Anyway, im actually not going to tell bout my anger late last night in here.. but more bout how small the world that we have. Yes, it is! Well.. actually I knew it long before. But still always got really amazed by the fact! And I thank to what we call technology (in this case INTERNET) that make this world even smaller and kinda feel theres  no boundaries… no distance that can keep people apart. I guess we all have to be thankful to whoever that invented this things! Cause s/he rocks!

 

Like I said it happened to me before.. but always amazed when it happen again. Not so long ago.. when I just joined friendster.. I found my long lost friend, my hunny bunny (I used to call him that). My old friend from Canada (gosh! I miss that place so much!!)… that I never met or even have any news from him since we say goodbye to each other on 1997. And then.. by the miracle of friendster we found each other again. It’s a miracle for me.. and I amazed by how it works!

 

And last night.. while waiting for my ride, I went to YM only to chat with some friend. There I finally met someone from the past (whooohooo..) who is now so far away. Well, actually what I mean with someone from the past not by any means I have special relation with him on the past, I just like that word. Hehehehe! This guy actually quite kewl.. but the funny thing from him is that he really wants to marry me. Yes, he was! He always tried to convinced me bout that thing.. Hahahahaha! Weird! Anyway, I guess he still tried to make a move on me and asked bout if I would like to meet him if he ever come to Indonesia again. Asked me if I got a bf already now.. bla bla bla. Gosh man! He just never stop it.. even after all these time. And this time, I have to tell him the truth about me now. Nothing but the truth! That im now married already and have my lovely baby girl.. hehehehe! Sorry, but that’s the truth.

 

OK, and last night too.. In the middle of my boring-madness.. hehehe.. I went to some blogs.. and left some comments here and there.  Well, yeah sure.. because I want people to leave their comment to in here too. Anyway, nothing big bout that until this morning my colleague came to me and asked what I mean by my comment to her friend’s blog. Aha! Wow.. what a small world again. I just picked some blog randomly, without knowing the owner of the blog. Well, she wasnt mad about it actually just surprised that I left comment there and Im as surprised as her too for sure. I don’t know that I commented a blog that belongs to my colleague’s friend. Hm.. this is really interesting!

 

Interesting to see how very small a world can be! That’s why I think we have to behave ourself. If we do something stupid and think about run away somewhere and think it will be okay after long time. But the fact is.. we never know who will we meet in the future.. no matter how far we go.. we might still meet those people from our past! Yes, it is. Cause this is how we live in this small lovely world!!!


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Aug 11, 2004
Being Late...

Coming late...! No matter in what situation.. coming late to school, work, appointement, etc etc.... I believe that everyone in this world have faced this.. at least once! And for Jakartans (if there is Parisian for Paris' residents, then it should be ok Jakartans for Jakarta).. its become so natural.. and common being late for something with only one good reason... TRAFFIC JAM! hehehehe...

Being late..  maybe not always bad. Remember the tragedy 9/11 in WTC, New York. Many people are saved because that day they were late for work - for so many reason. Some reason are very unbelieveable.. like someone whose office was in WTC. She wore a new pair of shoes that morning, and sometimes a new pair of shoes can be painfull for our toes and feet. Then she had to make a stop at drugstore just because she had to buy a band aid for her sore feet. Anyway, she was late that morning because of that.. But then it was the thing that saved her life. I dont know if this story is true or not.. just got it from forwarded email. But then.. no matter at all... this is good example bout good thing from being late.

Eventhough theres a good thing with being late.. but then... many of it not. Maybe the above case is only one of not-so-many case that bring nice thing. Cause mostly... being late is bad. Ok! so now.. why on earth i pick this topic??? Because it happened to me recently.. and sadly it wasnt bring good thing for me...:(

Well, last night i went to my salsa class... and i was late.. sooo damn late if i could tell.. the class was at 7pm-8pm.. and i arrived on the place 7.45pm. And yes! As i imagined... the instructor wasnt very happy with that... on the contrary.. they hate that!!! I guess they got irritated by my action.. hehehehe... And the price that i got for it?  I cant continue to next level which is tonight.. cause they think that i still cant do the move correctly... aha! Well, yeah sure.. how can i catch up with the others... if i came that late. Anyway, they asked me to come on Thursday nite.. which is at this level too....Means i retake the same lesson. Bhoohooo!!!

Actually i dont mind at all to retake the same level.. after all it was my fault being late.. but then.. what makes me puzzle now.. Thursday night is my Espanol class.. so now im having dilema.. which one should i go.. Both are very interesting.Oh well! This is the price for me, from being late! Arrrggghhhh....

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Aug 10, 2004
S a L s A.....

I went to my first Salsa Class last night with Uli and Pink... Quite interesting.. And three of us sucessfully go to the next level.. which is tonite.. So we dont have to go to beginer class which is Monday but go right away to next level. Hm.. i cant wait to do that step again...  Hehehehe... Gosh! This salsa rock.. i luv it! I luv the way i move and also to see the expert dance. The way they move their bodies.. their hips.. I cant wait to see me doing dat too...

Aha! Good news is... tonite there wouldnt be espanol class. At first i was kinda confuse think bout how should i manage to go to two classes at almost the same time. Im kinda confuse to pick which one should i attend and which one should be abandoned for tonite. But hello! People from languange corner (my espanol institution) just called me and said that the senora couldnt make it to the class tonight.. Yuuuuppiiieee! That means that i dont have to puzzle my head about going to class... And this is means also.. im free to dance happilly tonight! Salsa... salsa.. salsa...

Wooohhhoooo.... Sounds im a bit latino now... You what? Espanol??? Salsa also???? Wow.. Sounds so latino. Hm, quien eres, senora? Hehehehehe...

Oke then... It seems that im very excited for tonight.. but then.. i still have to go back to my work now...

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Aug 9, 2004
Man sucks????

Wooohhhooooo!
The title above would definetly iritated every man in the world! But hello... Dont hate me so soon! Just read before make any judgment about me.  Why this come across my mind? It wont just poped up right away on my head out of sudden. Well, there must be a thing behind this, something happened for sure. And here's the story....

This morning.. i was on the toilet doing my morning routine... What else but putting some make up and asking the mirror.."mirror, mirror on the wall.. whos the prettiest girl on this world?"..hehehehehe.. *gggrrruuubbbrrraaaakkk* silly, be serious! OK, continue.. i was doing my thing when i heard a knock on the door. I knew it was my colleague.. since we usually bother each other bout this thing. So, i opened the door and let her in...

I found her with her read eyes and tears began to pourred from her eyes. Oh no! Suddenly she started to cry while said 'I dont want to talk with him anymore'. Well, It doesnt take a genious to read about what happened to her. This is must be about MAN! Yup.. no other reason! Then we started talking bla bla bla.. but she didnt tell me everything. So, actually it was kinda hard for me to give her my 'very good suggestion' since i dont have the complete picture. I cant really figure out what else happened on her actually.. but then before she went out im just kinda mumbling "man sucks?" then she walked out the door saying that "Man Sucks!!" 

Ok.. so now.. is man really sucks??? Can be.. but not all. Some men are really suck for sure. But actually its not only man. Some woman are suck too. I know some man who is sucks, and also i know some woman that is suck too. So actually this is not about the gender. But more bout the personality itself. Cause in my live i have met some men that are really nice....*blink blink.. who is he??* hehehehe.. But then again, i met some women that are really nice too. But since the title is about man.. lets just focus on the topic.

Man is sucks? And whats the criteria to put man in here???? Different people have diff. criteria i believe. But for me, i guess i will have to start thinking first. Cause after i think again.. looking back through all of these year..  i never really have close connection or relation with those kind of man. Thank God for that!  Well, to be honest from all my relationship that i had, i never be a dumpy.. But  always a dumper. I guess for them, its me who is Sucks... hehehehe! But NO!!! All my ex-bf, they always want to keep in touch with me after we broke up. So i guess that they dont think that Im sucks.. I guess even after what i have done to them, im just too nice for them... hehehehehe *guuubbbrrraaaakkk*  wake up girl, and continue the story...

Ok.. ok...I think i got some criteria on my mind now.  I see and hear lots things happened on my friends and people that i know. According to their story, i can sum up some criteria.  For me Man is Suck if:
  • He likes to play with the girl's feeling. Pretend to love her but he doesnt. Promise this and that but will never do it. Then can be easily walk in and away from her life doesnt matter about her feeling.
  • He is a BIG liar.
  • He proud to have in one time, more then one gf (or even wife!Maaaannn.. This is really sucks!!!) 
  • He use the girl for her money.... (gosh! i hate this so much)
  • He is bragging to his friend bout everything that he has done to the girl.

I cant really think of another thing now.. but i guess those all quite enough. And again, thank God that i never have to have any relationship with all the man on that category. (And Please GOD, keep the man from this category away from me!)

I guess this is all for now. Its lunch break here now.. And i better go for lunch now...




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Welcome new day!

Hiya...

Monday again.. aaarrrghhhh! Means start working again..  I dont know why i just feel that every monday kinda like new day.. new day for work.. but i dont have the new spirit for work.. hehehehe... But hey, actually im kinda excited today.. cause im going to start my salsa class... yippeeyyy! But only if my two friends will join... hehehehe! Cause actually we've been planning this bout 2 weeks ago.. but everytime the time was come there always someone couldnt make it. So, lets just cross the finger now!!

Well, to be honest those kind of activities actually that keep me alive.. hehehe.. means those things that make me always excited to start a new week. Excited to go to work.. actually not the work itself.. but the activities after office hours. If i finally start this salsa class.. then for the week i got many excited activities and it would be:
  • Monday : Salsa Class
  • Tuesday: Espanol Class
  • Wednesday: Salsa Class
  • Thursday: Espanol Class
  • Friday: Free night.. time to get together avec mes amies.. ou go out with my hubby.. yippeeyyy!!

Voila... What a busy schedule.. not to mention my Conversation French class.. which will start sometimes soon. It would probably will schedule for Monday & Thursday. Kinda tight, eh? But then.. my français class will be at 5pm-7pm while those class that i mentioned above not start until 7pm. So, i will still can manage those class. Well, with some delays in some class.. or i can go out from the Français class before 7pm so that i still can make it in time to the next class. I guess i have to be thank that my office and all the place not so far away. Thanks to the bajaj too, so that i can go here and there so easily in a flash. Horay! Long Life the Bajaj!!! hehehehe...

Now i guess im ready to welcome my new day now.. I love monday!!! Again... Not because i luv my work (hey work, i dont give a damn about you!!!..hehehehe) but more because i luv all the activities after work. So... Welcome new day! Bienvenu la nouvel jour!


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Aug 6, 2004
Salade de Fruits!

S a l a d e   d e   F r u i t s...

Tempting! Especially for those who luv salad or fruit...Delicious!

But then.. why i pick this name, simply because...


  • Firstly and mostly because this is just like it names. Whats in a bowl of Fruit salad? Mix of everything.. mix of fruits and sometimes with some veggies too... not to mention the dressing.. So its about everything mixed in one place. Thats how i want this blog to turn out. Mixed of E V E R Y T H I N G..... So i could write everything here.. not only my moods, thougths, stories.. but also lots of simple thing.. like lyrics of song that i like, poetry.. and even some pictures..
  • Another reason... why should be Fruit salad.. i mean why it should be Fruit cause actually it would be more representing if i just put Mixed Salad.. but then again.. sometimes theres thing that i dont like in Mixed Salad so i have to take it out or left it on the bowl. So my favourite salad is Fruit salad.. cause i can eat all and nothing left on the bowl..*greedy*. Well, this blog i want it only contains things that i really like. Well, doesnt mean that i would only write the happy or good things tho'.. but then again i would only put things that i would like to write...
  • Last reason...(that i can think of now.. hehehehe) Why it should be Salade de Fruits??? Cause it sounds nice.. i like the way it pronounced.. Especially at the last part... Sounds really français.. hehehehe. Darn, I luv da' lang!

Oke.. i guess thats all! Hope this could fixed the puzzle on your head!


Note: Dont complain bout the multi colour font.. Im just doing some silly experience.. kinda tacky i know. But hey, at least i try!


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